Blessing

by Princess Erlymnya

BLESSING

Waves of sickness
You come and go
In and out of my mind
As quick as every reminder creeps in
You live in the corner of my mind
The corner of my eye
You disturb my sleep
I feel your blade every night
Blood flows for you
Every night
I remember the sanctuary of your bed
The mercy of your touch
I close my eyes and look into your soul
My universe in icy blue intensity
This distance overwhelms me
I need you to own me, control me
I kneel at your temple
I bleed at your feet
I long for your black rose skin
To touch, to feel
"I love you" you said
I didnt force it
" I love you"
Your existence so divine
You loved to hear me beg
Though I didnt want you to stop
Those scars, these tears were for you
Don't waste them
Do as you wish
I'll never resist
Hit me harder
Tie me tighter
Taste my blood
Pain feels so good
When it comes with your blessing